Ok, its been another long absence. And back again for a short while.
Sorry I deleted all of the messages and I'll don't have enough time to reply them all at once. But I say thank you all. And apologies for not being here again for a long time.

So far I've been busy tutoring, ehehe I'm weekly a private tutor. Its kinda nice gave some problems too, its hard to teach but still.
Its better than nothing. On other news, I've been interested about touhou and I've been drawing a lot of characters, seems I became a touhou fan especially those lots of doujins spreading around the internet. Still I've been researching stuffs and information about the subject and make some improvements.

As for my private life I have a lot of hard times this year and about my friend. It never worked out well. I know its bad, people gave me advise that its pointless and to what I'm doing is fruitless and I'll never gain anything about her. She's not my friend so I have to forget all the things that attached to me. I know its sad, but I have to face that kind of fact. And I too feel something that she's avoiding me and here I am fooling myself again. We've lost communication again and for some reason, she sometimes never reply to my messages...

Aside from tutoring it seems I've been failing a lot on looking for a job. Some people told me a brutally honest opinion about my work, which totally demotivated me a lot. And a person told me no matter what company I tried to work to, I'll never be accepted. Maybe that means that my work is not good enough or they do not need my style of work for some reason. But still there's one person who keeps trying to help me and having faith in my work. To be honest I feel bad about it because I feel that I'm being kind of a burden to that person. And If that time comes that I became lucky, maybe I can repay that person someday.

Heheh. That's life!